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Tuesday, June 22, 2004


I begin to believe that I must have got that disease called Adult ATT, which has the symptoms of keep forgetting for what I try to remember, which in this case r the scientific terms for bio. I cannot switch to any other major b/c my parents would cry their ass off and/or get heart attack if they found that I have no chance to be a doctor anymore.

I have never wished to be a doctor before. In my opinion, doctors suck, they have no lives and have to deal w/ too complicated things. Also, when my parents try to pursue me for being a doctor by saying that "helping ppl is a good career", and when i ask my friends why they want to be doctors, they all say that they want to help ppl. WHYWHYWHYWHY?????? Why do ppl have to be doctors to help ppl, but not any other careers? I think being a doctor is just a good career as good as everything else.

However, don't ask me what I want to do. Since loooong time ago my parents turned down my dream for being a world famous author, I've never thought about anything else that I have strong passion of. I have passions for many kinds of careers, but no strong passion for a certain career.

One thing I really wanna tell ppl is. you could only be good at something when you really want to do it. So far all ppl I've heard that want to be doctors really want to be doctors since they were little, and they all want to be doctors b/c they think doctors are cool and they want to be just like them. When I was little, I wanted to be a world famous author, and my dream had to be denied. Now I think more practically and I want to do something that relates to public communication, multimedia, etc etc...many other cool ideas.

Here are several cool jobs that I think can make some money, just like doctors. (my parents want me to become a doctor b/c that's the only career that they think would make money and would not outsource. being a governor or a career relates to law is never in their consideration of career anyway. ) I think if I get to work in AT&T and PG&E, I would be able to make money and never goes out of business or job, b/c ppl always need electricity and phone. I also want to design cell phones and add many features to it. Selling cell phones never go out of jobs.

Actually, I was thinking...if jobs are getting oursourced, I would try to learn the language of the country that most american jobs oursource to, and move to there to work. For instance, many companies and factories move to India, I would try to learn Indian and move to there. You might think I make less money there, but as long as I can find a job, I don't care how few money I gain. When I see many engineers losing their jobs, I always think "well, b4 you find another engineering job, why not go work in restaurants?"

Maybe things are not as easy as how I think it is, but I am just trying to make a living, try to survive in this global economic depression period of time here.


Saturday, May 22, 2004

Ok, you guys might get tired of getting quotes from the same book all the time. Here I will show you guys some quotes from some other books.

A girl wrote down her love toward a guy on that guy's cigarette. It says, "When all these words that express my love on the cigarette were burned into ashes, my love words will live in your lungs forever. "

--jht's "Mistoltoe".


This time...only update the quote.....it's about freedom.....again.

A: What is freedom?
B: Freedom does not exist; it's a joke made by humanbeings. Freedom is like wind, it only exists in action; when it settles down, it's just some dust. When you are being taught and civilized enough to know what freedom is, freedom does not exist for you anymore.
C: Freedom comes from love. It's not only the love between humanbeings, but also include the desire to reach your dream. When the desire burns in your heart, your mind motivates you to reach your dream with all might, you will not be afraid of the obstruction from other people and the environment,  because you are totally following your mind. This is the freedom.

--Zhu Shao-Lin--"Cafe Treste"
Chinese translation:

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Gotta tell u guys this joke..or I might 4get later (whoa~so many updates today)

Tom was playing game on his cell phone while walking, and suddenly a random guy on mortocycle stopped by.

Guy: Someone just notified me that my mom got into an accident and now she's in ER. I am going to go there right now. Could I borrow your cellphone for a few minutes? I want to call my mom.
(my comment: How did this guy get notice if he doesn't have a cellphone? Isn't his mom in ER? How's she able to answer your call?)

Tom: OK, you can use it.

Guy: Thx. (grab cellphone and rode away ASAP.)

Hey, at least he said thx


Here comes the quote for today. I have to say it first, it's just that I think it's a good lyrics, it doesn't carry out any meaning toward anyone, so plz do not assuming and thinking too much about it.

Silence is an echo that comes from your heart, repeating, "I want to leave you, I want to leave you, but I don't want to hurt you."
Smile is an escape that comes from me, pretending, "Don't worry, don't worry, we will overcome all these problems."

The world b/n two ppl is a big world, it's so big that it could tolerate hundreds of  consessions .
The world b/n two ppl is a small world, it's so small that there's no enough room for three people.
The world b/n two ppl is a big world, it's so big that there's always not enough happiness.
The world b/n two ppl is a small world, it's so small that you can destroy it by stepping on it once by one foot.

Silence is an echo that comes from your heart.
Smile is an escape that comes from me.

Eason's "World" from album "Black, White, and Gray." (don't try to look for it, it's a Chinese song.)



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